April 30, 2008
Written By: Woman – 28 – Straight – New York City
I guess I got married too young. Maybe I should have given myself more time to get all of this out of my system, though I’ve been cheating on my husband for just about the entire four years of our marriage and I still don’t feel like it’s out of my system. My husband is brilliant, sweet and very well-off, but he still hasn’t learned, despite my best efforts to teach him, how I like it in bed. He’s all sweet and loving, which is nice, but simply doesn’t get me turned on.
I’ve always had a thing for black guys, but it didn’t become the focus of my sexual self until after I was already married. I guess I just want what I can’t (or am not supposed to) have. My husband doesn’t drink and doesn’t like to go out to clubs. He has always been ok with me going out with the girls. There are two girlfriends I go clubbing with (one of them is married and also has a little fun on the side from time to time). My favorite place to go is this club that has a Brazilian night. Usually I’m fine just dancing. There’s lots of groping and grinding and it’s all very intense. It’s actually better than sex a lot of the time, but sometimes a girl just has to get it and get it good.
I don’t sleep with just random guys. There are a few of them in the same scene and I’ve known most of them for years. They’re all black. The white guys just don’t interest me enough to make me want to cheat on my husband. It’s like I’m in an entirely different world when I’m with them. I’m addicted to that feeling. The intensity is better than any drug I know.
I know this kind of behavior can’t go on forever but the idea of not experiencing that anymore is really depressing.
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