March 14, 2011
Written By: Woman - 32 - Straight - Maryland, USA
My story is a bit confusing. I married my college sweet heart. While I love him, I know I am not in love with him. Over the years our love has changed. I know he loves me to death. I once told him he was acting like we were married when we were dating because he kept quizzing me about men calling my home.
My husband is not honest. While I have not caught him cheating, I have seen emails and text messages that were not innocent. I just have never actually caught him. He remains loving to me, holds me every night, warms my car in the morning, cleans the house, takes care of our two children and I guess he is a decent man. I just don’t trust him. He has a beautiful muscular physique and I’ve seen photos of him on the computer that were half nude. He also had a portfolio of him in swim wear(those I didn’t have issue with).
I haven’t been the best I can say that. But I know me fucking another man feels good. My husband found two hotel entries in my gps and I flat out denied and threatened to leave him and pitched a fit. I went out on New Years Eve to be with my lover and left the kids and my husband at home. I fucked him that night but I doubt my husband knows. I just slept with my panties on when I came home.
Yes I know unprotected sex is not smart but the dick and the attention he shows me is wonderful. While sex with my husband was good, I became bored with him. I have asked him for a divorce four times but he won’t leave. The fool got on his knees and begged me to stay. I did say I wanted to work it out but I can’t stop fucking my lover. My husband has sent me 100 roses before and says he loves me more. He also said he’d give his life for me. I just don’t feel the same.
I feel confident, excited and renewed fucking someone else. Even though I don’t have concrete evidence on my husband, I do feel vindicated to a degree. I haven’t sucked my husband’s dick in two years. He just doesn’t do it for me.
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