October 22, 2009
Written By: Woman – 34 – Straight – Nashville, TN
I don’t even know where to start. It’s been five years now since I started a new job, with lots of travel. I go out of town 2-3 nights a week for my job. Been married to my husband now for 10 years and do really love him. This is not about love, but hot addictive sex.
It started in an upscale bar in another city. We had drinks and this man was very aggressive, nice but hard to say no to. He ended up in my hotel room because my husband would always call and I wanted to be there to get the call. While I was on the phone, my friend fingered me and kissed my neck, it was hard to stay calm talking to my husband. We had hard driving great sex after and all I could do was think about being fingered while talking to my husband and then having sex after. It was something i could not resist.
With the help of the net and an advance travel schedule, I would set up dates before my trips. It was such a rush, a sexual high like no other drug, I simply could not stop. Some men did not work out, the chemistry was not there, and my backup plan was an upscale club. I did 1-2 men every week for the last 5 years and I have tried 50 times to stop. It’s the rush, the thrill I love and the sex is wonderful. On occasion I will go to a club that caters to interracial and pick up a black man, that is a treat for me.
I have a business card in my purse of a psychologist that deals with sexual addiction, but I never seem to make the call. I really don’t want to stop, but know that someday I will or get caught.
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