January 6, 2008
Written By: Man - 39 - Straight - Charlotte, North Carolina
Just before I met the woman who would eventually become my wife, I developed a severe crush on a colleague of mine. She was eights years younger than me and was probably out of my league in the looks department, but I was smitten, and she lead me on quite a bit. This woman had a boyfriend at the time. She let me take her out to lunch a lot and even went out for drinks with me a couple of times. I made no effort to hide my intentions and took her acceptance of my invitations as an indication that I had a chance. But every time I tried to kiss her or do anything that would take it to the next level, she resisted. Although the intensity of my crush let up a bit, it never went away until this woman got another job on the west coast and moved away. That’s when I met my wife.
I’ve been married for two years and have never cheated on my wife until this incident. There had been a couple of opportunities, I think, but I just didn’t want to go there. Recently I attended an industry conference in Florida, and this old crush of mine was there. She still looked great but I had no intention of trying anything and played it cool. She played it cool, too, and seemed genuinely happy for me when I told her I was married and that my wife was pregnant with our first child.
It was the third and final night of the conference when I was sitting in the hotel bar with a group of probably eight people. By chance my old crush ended up in our group and sitting next to me. When I felt her leg brush up against mine under the table, I wondered if it was an accident, though something in me just knew it wasn’t. When I felt her hand on my thigh, I knew it was for real. Then my hand was on her thigh, and then I was playing with her hand. I felt like a teenager. The rush was amazing.
A few more drinks brought me to the point where I did what I almost certainly wouldn’t have done if I were sober. We ended up back in my room. I know I’m supposed to feel guilty about this, but it was the best sex I ever had in my life and I have to admit that I wouldn’t trade the experience for anything in the world. Her daring and total lack of morality really turned me on, and she was far nastier in bed than my wife ever is. I’m sure she got some kind of power trip out of seducing a married man, but that’s the way it goes. She was amazing.
I keep telling myself that I won’t let this happen again with her or anyone. But if I run into her again (and I probably will some day), and if I have a few drinks, it’s going to be hard to resist. If I see her again, I’m just going to have to go to bed early and sober to stand a chance. I admit that I am weak.
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