Girlfriend Cheats When Away at College
May 12, 2008
Submitted By: Woman - 19 - Straight - Santa Barbara, California
I’ve been with my boyfriend since sophomore year of high school. We’ve been telling each other we’re going to get married after college for a long time. When we got together, I’d only slept with one other guy. I was really inexperienced. He and I had sex so much though that I felt after a while that I was really experience even though I’d only slept with two people.
Anyway, before we went away to college we swore we’d be faithful to each other. He went to school on the east coast so I only saw him when I took a trip out there for a long weekend last fall and then at Christmas break. Up until then I had been faithful except for kissing this one guy when I was drunk at a party. The kiss only lasted for a second so I didn’t really feel bad about it.
I don’t know what happened. At Christmas break, things felt a little weird with my boyfriend. I started wondering if he’d cheated on me. Thinking of it was driving me crazy. As soon as I was back at school, I had this overwhelming urge to cheat just once. I felt like it would help me not to feel so suspicious and jealous.
Anyway, I did it. The guy I cheated with obviously had a lot more experience than my boyfriend. I honestly didn’t know that sex could be that hot. I know that sounds weird but I just thought that sex wouldn’t be that different with another guy. This guy totally took charge. He held me down and did whatever he wanted to me. I really liked it.
So now I have a completely different problem. My boyfriend is coming home for the summer this week and I’m totally dreading it. I just feel like I’m going to be disgusted by the way he has sex with me. I know I shouldn’t have, but I actually cheated on him two more times with that same guy at school. I would have done it more but he started ignoring me. I think I still love my boyfriend but I’m wondering if I can get away with telling him to be a little more manly in bed. I’m worried it will make him suspicious. I don’t think I’m going to say anything at first and then see how I feel.
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