March 25, 2009
Submitted By: Woman – 22 – Straight – Boston, U.S.A.
I can’t tell anyone I know about this, but I have to tell someone, so this website will have to do.
I love my boyfriend. I really do. We’ve been together for over a year and it’s been wonderful. However, despite this, I can’t stop cheating on him. The first time, I was at a club with some friends, and I let a guy finger me on the dance floor. I was drunk at the time, and afterwards I felt really guilty, but also more turned on than I’d ever been.
A few weeks later, I was at a party with my boyfriend, and I was drunk again. I was approached by a black guy, and he was very aggressive, which I must admit turned me on. I’d never been with a black man before, and after a few minutes, I was sucking him off behind the house. I went home with my boyfriend even after the black guy came in my mouth.
This finally got out of hand last weekend. I was over at my boyfriend’s house and spent all night drunkenly flirting with one of his close friends. I don’t know why I did it–it turns me on so much I just can’t help it. Anyway, his friend eventually got me alone, and I let him fuck me. I’ve never come so hard.
I don’t know what to do. I love to cheat, it turns me on more than anything, and whenever I get drunk, I end up fooling around with some other guy. But I really do love my boyfriend. Is there something wrong with me? What should I do?
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